Ok so I finally figured it might be time to stop taking the meds that keep me alive in such a cruel and uncaring world were its impossible to get help. I wish there was help for someone like me and it appears to be so hard to get a simple flight ticket to Germany. Or even a prison cell which would be better than life now. Just because you can’t understand it maybe you didn’t suffer being locked in a basement all your childhood or raped in a cell be a guy named Travis Hughes prison cell in Burien, WA. These events change a person and when one feels safe in such an environment who are we to blame them. I am not hurting anyone by being in a cell and I asked for help in life and none out there really understand. I didn’t ask to be this but doesn’t mean I’m fucked up I’m different. I just need my life saving therapy to help me move on.