I’m so alone and wishing was wanted in my life. I want to live in Finland and am tired of the abuse I get from others back in America. I wish I had a resident permit to stay but can not find anyone who isn’t selfish to give me that opportunity. I wish I was blessed with a better life but seems like I will die in the hell of my own country. Why is it others can find a job and a better life versus me? Why is it so hard to find my chance? I see others have opportunities that don’t take advantage of what they have. I’d gladly learn Finnish language if I could live here. I’m so tired of the pain and hurt of having no one in America care about me.